New Meds

Had one day break between last of the old zol0ft & first of the new fetz1ma (sorry for that; must avoid spambots somehow, heh). And, as last post mentioned (heh), my fucking useless dot has been here all along. I've gone from one mood swing to another, awake all night, exhausted from sleeping all day whilst paranoia and Bad Thoughts course through me, only stopping when my hub reaches over to hold my hand or kiss my forehead. This is the first day I've been semi-coherent; thought I'd write it out. 

Please, please work, new med. please.